(this would be a long answer...so brace yourself!)
For this one, it happened kinda surprising…kinda. To be
honest, neither of us thought far about it. We really love our conversations;
we like our compatibilities; and of course we like the time that we have spent
so far.
The whole confession happened not in a romantic way, ow not at
all. And it has a sorta different story from my side and his side. From my
side, it all started from a friend’s confession. She suddenly asked me whether
it was okay to approach him since she had a crush on him. Before she asked me
the question, I always thought I didn’t have a feeling or whatsoever. But the
question made me think…”do I really not have a feeling at all at him? Or I actually
do?” And apparently the answer was, yes…I do have a feeling for him.
After knowing that, I told my friend that I don’t think it’s
okay for her to make the approach, because I just realised that I actually like
him. Then I asked her not to develop a deeper feeling toward him. Now thinking
about it, I guess was being selfish. I should have let her develop the feeling
and we should have competed fairly. But to be honest, I was feeling totally
insecure back then.
So when I noticed my friend was still making an approach
toward him, I was upset. I asked her why she did that, when I’ve asked her not
to. She answered that it’s hard to dismiss a feeling, after you have it. I was
really upset, and I told her she could go approach him if she wanted to. After
that I decided to log off from MSN (back then we used it a lot). I even had a
thought of not going online anymore. But then a thought popped in my head, I
won’t give up without a fight.
In the end, I decided to go back online. Right after I got
back online, he started the chat. When we chatted, the chat was kinda awkward.
Honestly, I was worried. I had a thought that he was about to reject me or something.
Until he suddenly became quiet after I asked him a question. I was really
worried, but I was prepared for the worst. And when he finally talked again, I
was surprised. He confessed to me that he has feeling towards me as well, a
special feeling. I never knew that he would have the same feeling with me, when
I thought he might choose my friend (whom I think prettier and better than me).
After he confessed to me, he then asked me to be his girlfriend and made me the
happiest girl in the world…ever.
#30dayshusbandchallenge
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