But back on track. If you ask me what my type of guy would be?
I would like to have someone that isn't afraid to speak his opinion about things, has a own will, funny, charming. You know the standard things we search for. But most of important what I want is that he can make me feel special. I want to find someone that calls me beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listens to your heartbeat. Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. I want to wait for the boy who kisses my forehead, who wants to show me off to the world even when I'm in my sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says “that's her”.
I know it might be to much to ask for. But I really believe that someone like that is out there for every single one of me. I don't say that it has to be exactly like that, but you know what I mean - Taken from someone's LJ
I paused, while my eyes were still in puzzlement on the writing that I read at my PC screen. I couldn't believe my eyes, for what I read in there.
Someone actually wrote something that actually happen to me. Not only that someone wrote it down, but also hoped that those things could happen to her as well. It just reminded me of the old saying, "Someone's dream is someone else's reality." And I'm living on that dream now, not as a dream but as a reality.
But...honestly...even until now, I still couldn't believe that actually happened to me. STill it remain in my head, my conversation with him the other day. Eventhough we're in relationship for 8 months, I still keep questioning every cheesy words that he said to me.
"You're the most wonderful, gorgeous, beautiful and yet interesting girl in the world m'dear. You're the light of my life, the sunshine for my soul. I always count my blessing for every day I spent with you. It does feel like God put an angel on earth just for me. You really make me the luckiest and happiest guy in the world."
Yes, that's what he said to me. A chain of cheesy words can just flow out from his mouth, so easily. A collection of words that sounds like a sweet tune of melodic piano. A line that I could only read in novels or even my own romance stories. The words that I've been dreaming about. So of course I found it hard to digest them all.
I sighed. Come to think of it...that's not the only thing that I kept on asking to him. I also questioned some other stuff. What made he choose me, what made he said that I'm beautiful, what made he think that he's so lucky to have me, what I did to make him happy, why he thinks I'm an angel, and top of all, why he loves me.
But everytime I asked him that...he always replied with a smile on his face, "Is it so wrong for me to love you?"
Of course not. There's nothing wrong...it's just...all of these feel like a dream to me. I'm the girl who always face the unluckiness in relationship. I'm the girl who has lots of trouble in being attractive to other guys. I'm the girl who have a heart that has been broken so many times.
But suddenly, I got a totally remarkable and wonderful blessing. So It did feel like a dream, when he actually chose me rather than another girl. Until now it does feel like a dream.
I sighed again, while laying back on my chair. Without I noticed it, my eyes became teary eyed. I'm the stupid one here. I shouldn't ask all those questions. Love is love. It can be found in the strangest place. It can appear in the least time we expect. And it can grow along with time, without we even realise it.
I sunk into my chair, when suddenly my cellphone rang. A text icon was appeared on the screen. Then I reached my cellphone, that was laying on my desk. I opened the inbox and started reading the text. It was from him.
"Hey there gorgeous ;P I'm sure ure off being busy n popular, but just wanna let u know i love u n wanna hug ya n spend all my days with u xD u really are the most wonderful and amazing girl in the world m'dear, as long as u can put up with me it'll always feel like god put an angel on earth just for me. Hope ttyl my wondrous angel! ;P xxx"
Without I realised it, a smile just carved on my face. That's him alright. Someone who can really steal my heart, and leave a smile on my face. I could feel my heart was beating fast. A warm feeling slowly embracing myself, made me having butterflies...but also it made me feel so comfortable. Do I still need to question everything? Do I still have to doubt his true feelings toward me? ...no, I don't think so.
Finally, I just hit the call button from the text that I received from him. It's time for me to except it, it's time for me to face it.
"Hello?"
"Hello, sweety? it's me. I know it's kinda rare for me to call you right? well, there's something I want to tell you actually.... I just wanna say, that I love you...ow so much. I'm sorry for making u have to wait for so long. I know I'm being the stupid one, but I've realised it now. That's why, can you forgive me?"
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Akhirnya aku pun memutuskan untuk ga masukin yang versi bahasa Indonesia. Bukan karena aku ga buat yang bahasa Indonesia, tapi karena percakapannya kebanyakan berbahasa Inggris jadi sekalian aja gitu.
Ceritanya terasa terlalu manis ya? ^^; hahaha...tapi jujur ini sebenarnya diambil dari kisah nyata. Beberapa percakapan di sini jg dari kisah nyata XD. Jadi mohon maaf bagi mereka yang kurang suka cerita ini...XP
Soal judul...sebenarnya judul ini asal ngambil. Lantaran pas lagi ngerjain, lagu yang terngiang2 di kuping ya lagu dengan judul itu. XD Ow well...
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